I'm caught in a funk right now - it's not enjoyable (duh), but I'm plugging away. I've been saying that I only have 3 months of school right now and I can totally do 3 months worth of that if it means there's no more. I think I'm wrong - I'm definitely feeling the affects of knowing I'm done soon. I have no motivation to do any of my schoolwork or study. I've also noticed that I'm echoing the same sentiment many of my classmates are: we're all planning on landing a job before we graduate, so why should we try hard this last semester? Our GPA doesn't matter after we graduate anyway.
While it makes sense (to an extent, assuming we DO all get jobs before we graduate), it's not what God wants. "Whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do all for the glory of God." So I need to be studying for Him. What I learn now could impact how I do in the work place and I need to be doing my best in all areas for the glory of God.
Mmmm conviction.
In other news, I've landed an interview with AEGON. I'm not excited yet because last year I got an interview as well, but it didn't go any further than the first interview. There will be more excitement (or dread) if I land the second interview. Although, Jodi pointed something out: AEGON is in Cedar Rapids and I wouldn't be able to do the missions internship. I'm praying God makes it very clear what He wants me to do.
Well, it looks like it's time to hit the books once again. I'm not fond of History, but I've got an exam on Monday that's going to kick my butt unless I start cracking (the books).
Ew...no pun intended.
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