Hm.... it's been a while.
The past week hasn't been all that good, and I'm afraid I've been venting (possibly complaining) to probably too many of you. I am really sorry - I don't mean to be a 'debby downer'. If things aren't going well and you ask me how I am or what's going on, I'm liable to spill everything. I probably shouldn't (no one needs to hear all my problems) but I hate giving the automatic "I'm good, everything's great" answer. Blah.
Things are really rough right now, but I'm trying to keep everything in perspective. I've been incredibly blessed with family and friends who are both supportive and helpful.
Oh my word, Prince is... oh wow. Um....is he...? she? I'm really confused. Falsetto voice, heavy eye makeup (and not in that emo, I'm wearing eyeliner way), feminine stage presence, and yet, a very obvious nasty mustache.
Sorry, never seen him before and he's on Jay Leno tonight. Whoa.
Apparently, I'm a pro at mudding drywall. Woot! I've been helping dad finish the basement, so it's been fun hanging out with him, learning how to do some eletrical work and how to drywall. It was funny though; I put on my ipod and asked him what he wanted to listen to. He claimed, "No music is bad music!" Okaaay... I put all my music on shuffle, so he heard everything from classical music to hardcore screaming music. He doesn't hold the same belief anymore. :)
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Friday, May 15, 2009
I was going to write a good blog.
And then I found out I'm missing out on an amazing dinner in Newton - probably one of my favorites. French dip sandwiches.
I have no more motivation to write a blog, despite having a strong urge 5 minutes ago. I'll give it a shot though.
I'm going to finish my books that are half read. FINALLY finished Mere Christianity today after 3 years and several attempts to start it. Live Life On Purpose by Claude Hickman is next. After that, I have about a dozen books to choose from. Mark my words, they will get finished.
I got a job. Panera. They gave me a 10 cent raise. Woo. I only have one day next week to work, so looks like my vacation is extended a week. I can deal with that... That means more reading and helping Jodi in the office.
Speaking of Jodi, she suggested I fill out the preliminary application online which I am currently in the process of doing. In theory, I could have the entire process move quickly and be eligible to start soon after I graduate. But having filled out 10 applications on Wednesday, I'm pretty worn out from the whole 'giving an accurate work history' thing. They ask for the past 10 years worth of employment. Are you serious? I haven't been working that long, but I've got probably 13 jobs under my belt so far? (In my defense, we move a lot and at times, I worked 4 jobs at one time. So eat it.) And this is just the preliminary form. Apparently the 'real application' is a doozie. If I set aside all weekend and work on it, I can finish a small chunk. Holy crap, this is going to be rough. Worth it, but it will be rough. =/
Should have layed out chicken breasts for supper. Could have marinated them. Dang.
~awkward silence~
Clearly, I have a lot to say. I'm going to go now.
And then I found out I'm missing out on an amazing dinner in Newton - probably one of my favorites. French dip sandwiches.
I have no more motivation to write a blog, despite having a strong urge 5 minutes ago. I'll give it a shot though.
I'm going to finish my books that are half read. FINALLY finished Mere Christianity today after 3 years and several attempts to start it. Live Life On Purpose by Claude Hickman is next. After that, I have about a dozen books to choose from. Mark my words, they will get finished.
I got a job. Panera. They gave me a 10 cent raise. Woo. I only have one day next week to work, so looks like my vacation is extended a week. I can deal with that... That means more reading and helping Jodi in the office.
Speaking of Jodi, she suggested I fill out the preliminary application online which I am currently in the process of doing. In theory, I could have the entire process move quickly and be eligible to start soon after I graduate. But having filled out 10 applications on Wednesday, I'm pretty worn out from the whole 'giving an accurate work history' thing. They ask for the past 10 years worth of employment. Are you serious? I haven't been working that long, but I've got probably 13 jobs under my belt so far? (In my defense, we move a lot and at times, I worked 4 jobs at one time. So eat it.) And this is just the preliminary form. Apparently the 'real application' is a doozie. If I set aside all weekend and work on it, I can finish a small chunk. Holy crap, this is going to be rough. Worth it, but it will be rough. =/
Should have layed out chicken breasts for supper. Could have marinated them. Dang.
~awkward silence~
Clearly, I have a lot to say. I'm going to go now.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
More options, better ideas of what may lie ahead, while some other areas remain completely in the dark. One day at a time....one day at a time. (If you have an option for me, now's the time to give it)
Molly's gone for the summer, and in her bed where she's supposed to sleep is an international student. It's much MUCH different living with a chinese girl than just being friends with one. Our living habits, sleeping habits and eating habits are all soooo different. (I've never seen someone sleep till 3 pm on a regular basis!) Today she was really cute though - she started watching tv and turned the channel to the Spanish station. I had to giggle...I'm not sure she knew. It was pretty cute. :) Tomorrow, we get to tackle her online classes and I'm making a few phone calls for her so we can get some stuff straightened out.
My applications are out, I feel like I've done all I can do. I spend quite literally all day applying to various jobs whether it be food service, retail, banking, or CPA firms. I've got two probable jobs, but if I get any of the other 'higher position' jobs, I'd take them instead. (it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that I'd rather work for US Bank than be a hostess for Carlos O'Kelly's)
I'm hoping 'things' are figured out soon, although I have a feeling that they won't be for a long while. Hopefully, it's not indefinitely. God will reveil His plan on His timing. It's time to practice patience. ~sigh~ It'll always be time to practice patience.
Molly's gone for the summer, and in her bed where she's supposed to sleep is an international student. It's much MUCH different living with a chinese girl than just being friends with one. Our living habits, sleeping habits and eating habits are all soooo different. (I've never seen someone sleep till 3 pm on a regular basis!) Today she was really cute though - she started watching tv and turned the channel to the Spanish station. I had to giggle...I'm not sure she knew. It was pretty cute. :) Tomorrow, we get to tackle her online classes and I'm making a few phone calls for her so we can get some stuff straightened out.
My applications are out, I feel like I've done all I can do. I spend quite literally all day applying to various jobs whether it be food service, retail, banking, or CPA firms. I've got two probable jobs, but if I get any of the other 'higher position' jobs, I'd take them instead. (it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that I'd rather work for US Bank than be a hostess for Carlos O'Kelly's)
I'm hoping 'things' are figured out soon, although I have a feeling that they won't be for a long while. Hopefully, it's not indefinitely. God will reveil His plan on His timing. It's time to practice patience. ~sigh~ It'll always be time to practice patience.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
It's been a while...
God's still moving and I'm still changing. Again. (The fact that I keep repeating my blog title in normal conversation with people is getting annoying. I didn't realize how true it was going to be!!)
No CPA for me! After MUCH prodding, I realized that the only reason I was getting my CPA was because I had received that scholarship and thought that was what God wanted. But I have NEVER wanted my CPA! In fact, up until I got the scholarship, I was adamant about not getting it. I just didn't see it in my future plans (of course, none of my original future plans have worked out...). So it begged the question: why would God have me do something I've never wanted to do? (Speaking, of course, outside the realm of His commandments) It didn't make sense to sacrifice all the work, school, and money for something I have absolutely no desire for. In addition, the only reason I would have the CPA is for the title; most get their CPA for the money, but as far as I know, there isn't much of a chance in raking in the cash while working within missions.
Admittedly, I feel like I have to defend myself on this, though no one is attacking me for my decision. Maybe it's the "oh, I see you're changing your plans AGAIN, eh?" look I get. Or maybe it's just me being overly-defensive.
But I digress.
There's no need for extra school, so I get to graduate in December 2009 again!! I can't tell you how good it feels!! I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel! It will be kind of sad - this chapter of my life is FINALLY ending (I never thought I would be going to school with Shane who is 5 years younger than me), and I'll officially be one of those grown up people with a real job - a REAL person, if you will.
In other brief news:
*I flexed my management muscles once again and feel VERY good about the end result
*I have no work and no school for the next week: I plan on investing my time in biking, reading, listening to music, socializing, and looking for a full time job
*I get to visit with my missions mentor on Wednesday! Sooooo excited! (no offense, Jordan. :))
*I'm home in Newton for the next day or two, spending time with the family. Today we hiked through the timber in our backyard and ended up mushroom hunting. I hate mushrooms, and ironically, found the most.
*My feet are cold.
*I frickin' love worshiping.
*My little sister is way way better than me on guitar. And that kinda bums me out. I've been practicing so hard...
It's time for a delicious supper of chicken lips, fried morel mushrooms, and smores with a campfire. Woot!! (I love coming home!!)
No CPA for me! After MUCH prodding, I realized that the only reason I was getting my CPA was because I had received that scholarship and thought that was what God wanted. But I have NEVER wanted my CPA! In fact, up until I got the scholarship, I was adamant about not getting it. I just didn't see it in my future plans (of course, none of my original future plans have worked out...). So it begged the question: why would God have me do something I've never wanted to do? (Speaking, of course, outside the realm of His commandments) It didn't make sense to sacrifice all the work, school, and money for something I have absolutely no desire for. In addition, the only reason I would have the CPA is for the title; most get their CPA for the money, but as far as I know, there isn't much of a chance in raking in the cash while working within missions.
Admittedly, I feel like I have to defend myself on this, though no one is attacking me for my decision. Maybe it's the "oh, I see you're changing your plans AGAIN, eh?" look I get. Or maybe it's just me being overly-defensive.
But I digress.
There's no need for extra school, so I get to graduate in December 2009 again!! I can't tell you how good it feels!! I finally see the light at the end of the tunnel! It will be kind of sad - this chapter of my life is FINALLY ending (I never thought I would be going to school with Shane who is 5 years younger than me), and I'll officially be one of those grown up people with a real job - a REAL person, if you will.
In other brief news:
*I flexed my management muscles once again and feel VERY good about the end result
*I have no work and no school for the next week: I plan on investing my time in biking, reading, listening to music, socializing, and looking for a full time job
*I get to visit with my missions mentor on Wednesday! Sooooo excited! (no offense, Jordan. :))
*I'm home in Newton for the next day or two, spending time with the family. Today we hiked through the timber in our backyard and ended up mushroom hunting. I hate mushrooms, and ironically, found the most.
*My feet are cold.
*I frickin' love worshiping.
*My little sister is way way better than me on guitar. And that kinda bums me out. I've been practicing so hard...
It's time for a delicious supper of chicken lips, fried morel mushrooms, and smores with a campfire. Woot!! (I love coming home!!)
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